Ey . imgonna tell you how much ive been hurt this year . im not a hypocrite . i tried to smile but you give me SHIT. so what am i suppose to do? . eat it ? clean it ? or give my shit back ? its that the real way to repay,bitch ?
i didn't cry but my heart does .
ive been through pain with "YOUGUYS" , much .
and im just like ,
Hai . im from one of a boarding school in Malacca . my friend and I had so much pain . we got no life and our real purpose to be here is just to sucssed and study abroad . and never find any other "Seniors or Juniors" HERE .
Okay .sorry . takde istilah :seniorjunior: dalam hidup aku . aku 14 , 14 lah . kau 15 , 15 lah .kau 13 , 13 lahh . batch kau , batch kaulah . jaga tepi kain sendiri , menggatal selitselit tepi kain orang kenapa ? kau 20 sekalipun . bukan aku yang patut tau . Kau sendiri yang patut tau . kau dah tua , sayangi yang muda , bukannya cerita benda takbetul sanasini . whattahell dude --'?
Yealah , accane lah orang nak hidup ? Kalau beg cantik sikit , mulalah pshhpshh . ha , tu , tu , budah tu , bapak segala ca-per , weh . takpayahlaaa ... blablabballaaaaa #$%^^&& . Okay , Fcuk --'
Kasut warna glooming sikit . pshtttpshhh .pashhhnhhh , Fcuck II. sampai malam pon tak habis lah . kadangkadang korang tak perasan yang korang dah buat .itu . ini .pastu bila orang cakap kau buat , kau macam , Eh . mana ada . mana ada . Fcuuuuuuuuuukkkkkk . tolong ah . --' give me a break , even one detik . susah ke ? aku geli lah kau dok selitmeyelit tepi kain aku . kau tak reti malu ke ? dah tak pakai kain ? dok jaga tepi kain orang ? kain sendiri ada kan ? ke dah terbakar dok buat 'black out' asrama ? sakit hati kan ? eh . aku berjutajuta kali ganda sakit hati . ye , ye aku tau , imnotperfect , and nobody's perfect . so go to hell .
